Christmas: What to look forward to, or more like what not to look forward to

Christmas the most wonderful time of year they said, oh but am gonna get a bar of coal under the damn christmas tree or more like moths(meaning I ain't getting shit. Well technically am getting moths but you know what I mean.)

Christmas never really usually a cheery time of year for me really, I might get view gifts here and there but I never usually do get a lot, maybe I would just get a small quantity from my parents nothing to be really excited about. Is christmas gonna always be dank.