As my heart beats my head throbs, oh the nice mental music that is gonna befall me for this next school year.
Henry Persona
Just read my "About Me" page, and don't be lazy about it.
Tuesday, 13 September 2016
Killer 2 Days
Some really depressing two days mayne. Orientation on Monday nothing but expectations for both me and my fellow piers, oh how the Vice Principal gave such great detail information on how poor my year group did....and then comes today. Oh lord, the amount of work that I am undertaking this year is gonna make my brain.
Saturday, 10 September 2016
OH fuck School Shopping
The last two days before school are always the worst, the anxiety, the stress to put my shit together. I hope all this shit doesn't affect my well being for the first day of school, one can only hope. Well considering my living conditions for the past 7 or so months are complete garbage, all that dust and shit and the fact that I have to be crashing in my sofa. Really hope I don't get some back aches at school.
Spent majority of the late morning and early afternoon traversing the streets of "Down Town", oh I can't even begin to tell you how I detest going down there. It smells like the gutter on every street not to mention the pile of debris all over the streets and road, "ugh", is the best word to summarize the feeling. The only good thing is the cheap goods that you can buy, sigh is it really worth it, well of course my mother seem to think so but I can't fight it mayne just had to hold my head high in that pig sty. Life.
Hit my twitter, I don't bite : @SarcastropheXIX
Friday, 9 September 2016
Seclusion
Imagine just being confined to one area of your house for majority of the summer, so irritating it's like saying you can only have sex with vagina when your the three holed type of guy. Basically what I mean for all those betas, Limited places to hang out for the day. Thought being a shut in was bad imagine not being able to access all your rooms, sigh.
A house construction is just hell, ruins my mood everyday and when all the sand and cement seeps into your nose and mouth, worse feeling imaginable, probably worse than choking on cock man because this shit is slowly killing me inside man :'< . I just want it all to end, one of my most stressing years all because of this soar of a house, and complimenting this soar to pain me even more are my retarded parents. I don't think they get the idea that this seriously affected my mood and general function. Funny enough my most important exam was this year, to be honest I don't know how I even passed but I did good, probably could have done better if they prolonged this project.
The worse possible revelation is that I am gonna only experience this new house addition for two years before I go off to University. Another stab to my already mutilated body, "the person that felt the worse now, still hurts in the long run"; but it's whatever. The University life is waiting for me and I hope to enjoy it.
KEK. I didn' realized the post veered to this conclusion.
A house construction is just hell, ruins my mood everyday and when all the sand and cement seeps into your nose and mouth, worse feeling imaginable, probably worse than choking on cock man because this shit is slowly killing me inside man :'< . I just want it all to end, one of my most stressing years all because of this soar of a house, and complimenting this soar to pain me even more are my retarded parents. I don't think they get the idea that this seriously affected my mood and general function. Funny enough my most important exam was this year, to be honest I don't know how I even passed but I did good, probably could have done better if they prolonged this project.
The worse possible revelation is that I am gonna only experience this new house addition for two years before I go off to University. Another stab to my already mutilated body, "the person that felt the worse now, still hurts in the long run"; but it's whatever. The University life is waiting for me and I hope to enjoy it.
KEK. I didn' realized the post veered to this conclusion.
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Three years, Three Grades, Three Holes, Three Butt Plugs :3
And no I didn't turn gay in the last Three years, matter of fact I went soul searching and found that I am actually straight, butt plugs aren't my thing you know; but those Japanese Flashlights that are the rave on anime forums is what getting your grove is about. Well after all this time I don't know what drove me to renew my blog, probably to coup with my anxiety about starting back school. It has been one long ass summer break for me, to the point where I wanted to go back to school but now that school is starting back for me, it has me on edge.
When I start back classes this upcoming Monday I am pretty sure I am not gonna know how to function, at this point I can't remember how to write or let alone how to fucking add numbers...rip calculus classes. What I really hope to achieve for this year is to actually get some way above average grades and actually study properly for once in my life, but all just wishful thinking right now. Two days in probably got my dick in my hand asking, "What the fuck am I doing with my life". The deadly cycle of High School, well pre-university life.
Saturday, 12 October 2013
Well it seems I have a TECH blog now!!!
It seems I have embarked on a journey to the realm of the geek bloggers, well no!!!
I have an anime blog already so I was always into geek blogging but now I am expanding my range to mans best friend of the 21st century, Technology.
Firstly, I am not really all that much of Tech Wiz as yet but as time goes on I will learn all there is to know.
Secondly, because I said it was a Tech blog doesn't mean I am entitled just to talk about Tech but I shall broaden my spectrum to gaming, as gaming has become one of many passions....well half the time I will be talking about games because I have next to no tech that I can really test and write about. But on that note, soon enough I shall buy some of lastest tech once I have gathered enough money. And I can't forget about talking about things like Linux and all, its like on the best Os ever, well that's not till I get a proper hard drive or flash drive to keep it on.
So basically its gonna be a low level blog...literally starting from the depths of tech and gaming blogging and trying to make my way to the top and actually become a reliable source. So I am starting with nothing and may be in the long run end up with a load of things in the end.
Well one I am up to par with Web Development, I will begin production on some web designs to really unify all my blogs into one central place.
Once I start posting check me out : http://tinkernutx.blogspot.com
And also check out my Twitter at : @Otakubtooom
I have an anime blog already so I was always into geek blogging but now I am expanding my range to mans best friend of the 21st century, Technology.
Firstly, I am not really all that much of Tech Wiz as yet but as time goes on I will learn all there is to know.
Secondly, because I said it was a Tech blog doesn't mean I am entitled just to talk about Tech but I shall broaden my spectrum to gaming, as gaming has become one of many passions....well half the time I will be talking about games because I have next to no tech that I can really test and write about. But on that note, soon enough I shall buy some of lastest tech once I have gathered enough money. And I can't forget about talking about things like Linux and all, its like on the best Os ever, well that's not till I get a proper hard drive or flash drive to keep it on.
So basically its gonna be a low level blog...literally starting from the depths of tech and gaming blogging and trying to make my way to the top and actually become a reliable source. So I am starting with nothing and may be in the long run end up with a load of things in the end.
Well one I am up to par with Web Development, I will begin production on some web designs to really unify all my blogs into one central place.
Once I start posting check me out : http://tinkernutx.blogspot.com
And also check out my Twitter at : @Otakubtooom
Sunday, 6 October 2013
I was thinking off getting a new Linux Ditro to play around with!!!!
Well I have been playing with Xubuntu for like about a month; In reality I have had some ups and downs using it, it is a old version of it so it can be buggy but it was all good while it lasted.
I have been thinking about going with either Linux Mint or Ubuntu or maybe even Zorin Os. I'll probably go for the one that would seem less like a hassle. Using Ubuntu would be good, well because you can install it side by side with Windows with the wubi installer so it would be all good that way but Ubuntu's is pretty much a ram hogger so that may pose some troubles.
Linux has been pretty fun to play with and it is miles better than Windows any day. Even though it may not have that much support like Windows but the community is still big and it is possible if you having problems you will always find a solution with a Google search.
I have been thinking about going with either Linux Mint or Ubuntu or maybe even Zorin Os. I'll probably go for the one that would seem less like a hassle. Using Ubuntu would be good, well because you can install it side by side with Windows with the wubi installer so it would be all good that way but Ubuntu's is pretty much a ram hogger so that may pose some troubles.
Linux has been pretty fun to play with and it is miles better than Windows any day. Even though it may not have that much support like Windows but the community is still big and it is possible if you having problems you will always find a solution with a Google search.
Thursday, 3 October 2013
Why the hell am I not studying ?
I have exams in like a week and I have been slacking off really. Playing games and right here , right now blogging too and even check the forums. This is just down right procrastination.
I did study once or twice during the week but nothing of mass proportion and really should be or else I am gonna start out pretty bad for the term.
Well then people of the internet I should really be making my way to the books, more preferable Physics or maybe Math. I just have this fetish or liking for Math and Physics now. These two subjects are probably my favorite next to Computer Science.
I did study once or twice during the week but nothing of mass proportion and really should be or else I am gonna start out pretty bad for the term.
Well then people of the internet I should really be making my way to the books, more preferable Physics or maybe Math. I just have this fetish or liking for Math and Physics now. These two subjects are probably my favorite next to Computer Science.
Sunday, 29 September 2013
Creating Algorithms for programming .
I have been going about slacking off when it comes to both blogging and programming; I really am just fucking tired off school breaking me off from my dream of being a successful blogger and a billionaire programmer.
Well in the past weekend right now I have been going about trying to create an Algorithm for this simple calculator; You know to get me started on thinking logically, instead of just going at something and making it pick on my brain while I program. Using Algorithms is pretty fun and hard at the same time. For one, your gonna have many problems while creating a solution as such, and thankfully I haven't hit up on anything major just yet.
I have actually just finished the Algorithm in Pseudocode format(English-like format) and I have done it in Code Format as well. Main Difference is that the Pseudocode is just plain exactly what is to happen for each step while the Code Format just deals out the code in detail. It didn't take really long but I had many breaks in between so it was still kind of a long process but totally worth it, as I have really seen myself grown as a programmer.
The Dominic Henry is now off to write the actual code for the calculator and I shall tell you my results soon enough.
Well in the past weekend right now I have been going about trying to create an Algorithm for this simple calculator; You know to get me started on thinking logically, instead of just going at something and making it pick on my brain while I program. Using Algorithms is pretty fun and hard at the same time. For one, your gonna have many problems while creating a solution as such, and thankfully I haven't hit up on anything major just yet.
I have actually just finished the Algorithm in Pseudocode format(English-like format) and I have done it in Code Format as well. Main Difference is that the Pseudocode is just plain exactly what is to happen for each step while the Code Format just deals out the code in detail. It didn't take really long but I had many breaks in between so it was still kind of a long process but totally worth it, as I have really seen myself grown as a programmer.
The Dominic Henry is now off to write the actual code for the calculator and I shall tell you my results soon enough.
Sunday, 22 September 2013
Like the Billionth time using Linux!!!
I have tried some Linux distros before like Ubuntu and Linux Mint and they were awesome but they all started acting like bitches, either it would slow down or it would just randomly freeze on start up but they were still good to use.
Well now I am trying a Xfce distro of Linux which is pretty top notch and simple at the same time. Xubuntu is another try into the world of Linux.
I do say though the first time booting up is always fun trying to figure out the quirks, especially the different commands for the terminal; it is pretty hard to wrap your head around the terminal...it looks cool but is hard to get used to when you have to use it a lot when downloading and installing apps as such.
The one thing that has really just annoyed me is the sheer amount of time it has taken me to actually install Eclipse correctly so to get back into Android Development. That's the biggest problem.
The app store has some good apps but they are pretty much useless as next to most of them are out of date....well I am running an older version so no surprise there but I still should be able to see new versions of apps though.
Maybe in the near future I will update to the newest version of Xubuntu, they probably have already fixed certain problems; because some problems really do piss me off. But to really say, all in all Xubuntu seem to be a really good distro though kinda annoying at times.
Hey maybe I might try out some other distros while I am in the Linux mood and just start blogging about it more often.
Well now I am trying a Xfce distro of Linux which is pretty top notch and simple at the same time. Xubuntu is another try into the world of Linux.
I do say though the first time booting up is always fun trying to figure out the quirks, especially the different commands for the terminal; it is pretty hard to wrap your head around the terminal...it looks cool but is hard to get used to when you have to use it a lot when downloading and installing apps as such.
The one thing that has really just annoyed me is the sheer amount of time it has taken me to actually install Eclipse correctly so to get back into Android Development. That's the biggest problem.
The app store has some good apps but they are pretty much useless as next to most of them are out of date....well I am running an older version so no surprise there but I still should be able to see new versions of apps though.
Maybe in the near future I will update to the newest version of Xubuntu, they probably have already fixed certain problems; because some problems really do piss me off. But to really say, all in all Xubuntu seem to be a really good distro though kinda annoying at times.
Hey maybe I might try out some other distros while I am in the Linux mood and just start blogging about it more often.
Sunday, 15 September 2013
How is schooling for me ?
School has gone on for two weeks now and I am happy to say it isn't total SHIT.Well in my absence of blogging I was taking my time to get to know the wide world of knowledge once again. Summer really made me lose next to everything. Sometimes I was wondering if 1+2 is 12 or was it 21. Like a week ago I blogged about like two awesome teachers that really drive me to learn and think more so I really see my year being more productive than my previous two years of high school. Check out that post here :
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Well I have my first real test for this new year in like about another 4 weeks, which too me is pretty close because nowadays time just goes by like the speed of light. I am gonna try to prepare for it thoroughly and make sure to get some stunning grades.
Other than schooling I am really looking forward to Taekwon-DO this year as I have really started to train much harder and improve my fighting skills and technique to the point were I am almost satisfied but I will no soon enough after the first few tournaments if I am fit.
That's basically my update and look forward to me blogging in the near few days again. And if you would like to tell me how school is going for you just drop it in the comments or look me up on twitter : @Otakubtooom. Share anything down in the comments, even if it's your life story I will gladly read it.
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